Got Something You Want To Let Out?

I would go for the 2 days if I were you. Don't forget you need to rest too, and that once you get there you don't wanna feel like shit right?

 

Oh, of all the times to act like a jerk, s'not like there wasn't stress already

 

Okay. This is really difficult.

I like 2 girls. Those 2 girls hate each other. Those 2 girls have never seen each other because they live 50miles away from each other. I've seen both girls.

First, I met Fay. We watched a couple movies and kissed. That was my first kiss and she totally changed me and she knows that I ment that serious. Couple weeks later I went to her town, watched some movies and kissed. Fay already has 'some sort of boyfriend'. Not in love, but they fuck each other. And she lives.. 100 miles away from me. I posted this a couple pages back i think. I said Id wanna try with her and make it work and she was considering about it but I didnt knew.

So 2 days ago, I met Anne. She stayed over at a friend of me, Guido. Guido knew I kind of had something going on with Fay. Anne likes me, but I didnt knew. Guido, later that day, asked me "Do you want to spend some time together with Anne?", and THAT is something he never should say again. Anyway, Anne didnt want to sleep at Guido's place, so she.. ehh.. kind of 'slept' over here. In my bed. With me. You do the math.

Fay knew Anne was in my town, and she knows that she slept in my room, but she doesnt know that I showed her who's the boss.

Fay thinks that I have more feelings for Anne than for her. But I really dont know. I mean, Fay really changed me and she's really sweet and nice to me. And Anne, she changed me aswell.

But now, they're both pretty angry at me, specially Fay. I really need some help with this.

 

It sounds to me like you're closer to Fay. It sounds like you kind of appreciate her as a person more. Anne just sounds like your sexbuddy. But if that's all you're after, by all means go for it, it'll be more convenient because she lives there. Sexbuddies are nice, but after a while (at least for me, this is what happened) you'll get tired of it and want something more. That's where I am. I want something, someone, that will be there forever. So if that's what you're after as well, it seems like Fay is the choice at least out of those two.

 

Yeah, but Fay doesnt want me anymore now She wanted me, but she couldnt handle the distance between us but she'd consider about it, she said. And Anne.. I dont know. She's in love with me, im so confused right now that I dont know if im in love with her aswell. I still do love Fay though.

 

I think you should definitely go toward love, because if even sex isn't fooling you into loving someone (as it does for most people) then I don't think it's going to happen with Anne. Talk to Fay, make her understand.

 

But the last thing I want to do is hurting someone. So if I chose for Fay, I hurt Anne. And if I choose for Anne, I hurt Fay.

Im taking a risk, but I'll go for Anne. Fay really hates me.

Edit: When I think back about last night.. it doesnt feel good.

 

Of course, I cant throw a god damned opinion without getting shit on by somebody. Fuck.

I miss everybody though

 

Okay, fuck that. Im going for Fay, but then I have to tell her the truth. Anyone has an idea? Please respond, because Im really lost in this situation.

 

Chris, I think you should just simply tell the truth to Fay what happened between you and Anne.
I can't tell you her reaction, but I guess she'll be pretty mad.
Just tell her that you like her way more than Anne.
Then see what happens next, she can take it bad, she can take it good.
Either way, atleast you told the truth then.

 

Also, you won't be stuck wondering what'll happen.

What's happened, happened. Just accept and move on.

 

I told her the truth, and she still gives me another chance, but i have alot of making up to do. Thanks everyone

 

Been a Week.


It feels like a thousand days.

i miss her too much <3.

 

Ah baby I know exactly what you mean.
Mines been away for 2 weeks now, and it feels like 2 months.
for the both of us heh



chris: I'm glad she took it pretty well then, if i were you I would realllly try my best to let her know you really appreciate her.

 

Glad things worked out. Now don't fuck it up.

 

I wont fuck it up

A couple hours ago, I told Anne about how I feel. She really didnt like it. She was really in love with me and I feel so bad right now. Like I murdered her.

 

=) tell her you'd want to be really good close friends

Pooky thanks. hehe.



the issue is not that shes away.


she lives away =/

 

Oh, she really hates me "our friendship meant to nothing to you, you really hurt me. tears in my eyes, a broken heart and an abused body"

so she doesnt really want to be friends anymore. she didnt have a good youth, and she's very afraid that everyone she loves will go away, and she really loved me and i went away.

 

Yeah...I know...Same is for me, we're in the same boat really




and Chris, that's Anne who said that right? Maybe it sounds rude but be glad it's not Fay who said it. Because you chose Fay over her...right?