So I used to like this girl a lot and she led me on so much. I finally told her I liked her and she said she didn't feel that way and that she liked somebody else. Ouch. Check out the poem I wrote for it. Verbal Consequence I walk around and forget what day it is. I don’t really care about none of this. The only thing that matters is she. All I want is her to be happy. Yet why do I want something she doesn’t bring me anymore? “Only friends” she proclaims and I feel like friends we are no more. It’s a different feeling when someone turns you down. How I have to keep going on like nothing happened, I don’t know how. It seems as if it were so easy for her to say the things she says to me. She has no idea how much I have to struggle and hide it so she won’t see. How much I die when I hear her voice in my ears. Each time I think about her feelings for him, it just brings me tears. It’s amazing how a few words can affect someone’s life. Well, just a couple she said to me, and now day-by-day I strive. She’s different from the rest, and that’s why I sought to win her heart. Why did she have lead me on when we were at the park? I don’t want to get my hopes up ever again. I’m hoping that by tomorrow, my life will end. Torture is all my heart receives. In love I shall never again believe. I used to have hope in miracles but now I’m clueless to what’s going on. Why does it seem as if all my luck in love goes completely wrong? Maybe I shouldn’t have asked how she felt so I wouldn’t be this way. I could have continued to adore her from afar, but now I’ll cry always. Slowly, my happiness is slipping like the sand of an hourglass. Once again, on the road of life, I have had another crash. She promised things would be the same, but her words are now empty. We talk and it’s not the same, and soon my sorrow will be plenty. I don’t know why I bother or try to find someone I can trust and love. No one is willing to give me their heart and I watch all my other friends hook up. When she said she didn’t feel the same about me or even close at all, I felt as if my lungs were compressing tightly and small. The feeling was so disastrous and my heart began to crumble. My hope and faith I had in her plopped down and began to tumble. My dreams, thoughts, and everything I wished for shattered to pieces on the ground. I really thought I had a chance with her but it all fell apart and I don’t know how.
wow, i know that subject way too well :*( i like the poem, i can really relate to it! in fact i probably wrote some with the same kind of subject...especially right after i did exactly what you did....
I never had the strength to give the girl the poem though, just like most of my depressing poems. I shall post more - be on the lookout.
i'll be sure to look for them! and don't worry, i could barely talk to guys i like...let alone give 'em poetry.