Surrounding me A wall of negativity All around you see If I'm found, then I'm free. (Bad thoughts cause more harm than you think As soon as you say them, they will sink Into your subconscious mind And you'll find, that you cannot escape it. Even if you realize the mistake you won't make it, You try to shatter the thought, you try to break it It proves no use, as you already face constant abuse Mentally, you are a nightmare. Lacking energy, as you say your prayers As your one last hope to get out of this mess, But as long as your mind is set you will never confess.) CHORUS Discouraging thoughts, I can't find my way, This burden I've fought But it won't seem to sway Everything that I say The heavier I get Every step that I make The more that I regret. (Yeah, darkening psyche leads to the pain That you'll start to feel growing every day As your pain grows then so does your shame And it spreads even more when there's no one to blame. Cuz you're out of the game, the shame gets to the brain In a cutting, wounding, paralyzing sort of way, As soon as your head is out of control The shame will be biting deep into your soul) CHORUS BRIDGE It gonna get to me The lack of positivity And I'm losing my identity, Wondering whats ahead of me. (X2) (I need to get to get back [I need to get back] All these bad experieces Have got me off track.) (X2) CHORUS X2