This is the first song I've written and haven't scrapped 2 seconds after I wrote it, please tell me wht you think (First Verse is a little long) [Sedated Memories] Ending time is near again, bitter thoughts presume Without looking back I lock myself in my room As I fall on my knees weak again, or so it seems Things I thought I’d never see are slowly coming back to me Sedated memories, crushed dreams of what can never be You can say I’m nothing, you can say I’m great But my feelings you always seem to defeat If only you knew, all the things they make me do I wish you could see, the things they want me to be I wish you could see, I wish you could see Look what they are doing to me, what’s my possibility The only word I know is hate, but I never speak for society’s sake But, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you All your friends, I hate them to No matter how loud I seem to scream and shout You always seem to block me out *** I see you everyday, I see you in my memories Nothing more than a memory, nothing more than a memory *** Do you think I was really aware? Or was I sleeping in some forsaken dream O, I never cared about you or the stupid things you’d always do Little secrets, something big, I can’t tell you anything You’d shout it for the whole world to know That’s why I can safely say, I’ll never trust you *** I see you everyday, I see you in my memories Nothing more than a memory, nothing more than a memory