Hey everyone, i just wanna share with all of you that i lost my dad 12 years ago and i wanted to talk about it, which is the best way to deal with this? it's been a lot of time since then but sometimes i feel like i can't go on without him and i feel so alone, they are even some days that i feel like i don't wanna be here anymore
i just wanna be with him. Of course there are some days that i feel good and i know he doesn't want to see me sad or anything but it's just soo hard to deal with this.
Sometimes things like this makes me question things about life, like:
Why is life so unfair? why bad things happen the most to people that don't try to hurt anyone or that arent bad?
I know i won't never get over it 100% but some days i get so depressed and sad that is not even funny, and it also makes me pissed when some of my friends or other people i know complain for the dumbest things and they don't realize like they at least have both of their parents alive.
It also hurts me so bad because of the kind of person he was (so dedicated to his family, never drank or smoke stuff like that), i mean i don't wish death on anybody but of all my family (my mom has 15 brothers in total)
the one that had to lose their father at an early age was me.
Ok enough about it, has anyone ever feel this frustrated that you don't care about anything in the world? have you lost a parent? how have you deal with it?
Share your experiences here.
- L J