A Letter to my Love Dear Heartbreak, Do you know how many times I’ve wished to be near you? Talking to myself, wishing I could hear you Creating fictional conversations, all in my head Making up the word I know you’ve never said Never said to me at least, but I know you have to others Now whenever you’re gone I feel my heart smothers And that is a lot, for you have no reason to see me But if that is true, do I have a reason to be me? I act differently around you, but I’m still being myself I’m just happy when I’m around you, there’s really nothing else And no one else that makes me feel as I do with you But each word you say makes me cry, makes me lie, and breaks my heart in two I know you cannot realize how you make me feel Even to me this pain seems so surreal Like something so hurtful can really exist But the sight of your face proves me wrong like a blow from your fist “I love you, I love you, I love you,” I whisper when alone “I need you, I need you I need you,” I want you for my own But if I told you this, how little would you care? Would you laugh right in my face? Or would you stop and stare? I try again and again, wishing to know the answer Curiosity and wishfully thinking spreading like a cancer Maybe if keep lying I can pretend you feel the same way But I’ll have to keep crying, I know what you’d say The truth would ruin our friendship, such a loss and I’d have no gain Because even though the thought of you causes so much pain If I had to go from now back to then I would choose to torture myself and do it all again
Thanks. My website is esaul17.sitesled.com, and has all my stuff except the piece that won the Writers Competition.
just went on your site and read one poem, it is seriously good. ive put it in my favourites and im gonna read some more after i done my english coursework.
Thanks a lot. What poem did you read? And if you want to comment on any stuff there, you can email me at [email protected]. I'd love to hear your feedback.