Conscience has nothing substantial, it is pure "appearance" in the sense that is exists only to the degree that it appears. Open your mind and your arse will follow. Do not fear death...for it is only the absence of pain and suffering. Humans are infact perfect. We are perfect at being imperfect. You either need to be awake for your whole life so you miss nothing, or asleep for your whole life so that you cant miss what your missing. I never let it show, the weight on me, I am sinking, I fight this more than you know!
Can I find a peace of mind? Barricades in time. Can I find peace inside and let love come save my life.