This is a song I wrote about my grandmother who is bipolar. My friend is too and his dad has it really bad. I feel sorry for him and seeing as it runs in my family, I figured I should write one as a voice for bipolar people. These feelings pull me further away, From the things I need to make it through everyday, The sorrow I have isn't worth the torture, But as soon as I break away, I find myself lieing helpless in the corner, With every word stuck in my head, Dwelling for days over the words I should have said, (I think of ways to make you suffer too) Alone, inside my room, I think of ways to get back at you, Making things seem worse than they really are, I convince myself to give into my twisted lies, While the hate I have tortures me from the inside Hiding underneath these sheets, I lose my breathe, Easily imagining you stabbed to death, Laughing inside as I wash the blood out of your hair, Trying to make sure the evidence is not there, But then I open my eyes, frightened and scared and I promise myself not to ever feel this again, But no matter how much I resist, my anger always takes me in Alone, inside my room, I think of ways to get back at you, Making things seem worse than they really are, I convince myself to give into my twisted lies, While the hate I have tortures me from the inside (I'm afraid that one day, I will act on the things I keep inside, and I will do something I will forever regret, But nobody listens to the what I have to say
umm, talking about homicide is quite shocking. i'm surprised it's allowed here. if you get big, don't make this your single. the lyrics started off good until you started becoming a killer.
The reason why I talked about that stuff is because that's what some people like that think about. I use to too. Back in the day, I would think of killing someone step-by-step when I would get mad at someone. I never did it and I have broke away from that. It fits my grandmother well as she thinks the same things. I'm not physcho and no I dont need help, I've been to counciling. But this is life. People dont understand how serious bipolar is if it goes untreated. A lot of times they skip taking medicine. Ugh, now I've got that off my chest! PS: I would put these lyrics in my first single. Why? Because that's what sell outs do.
sooooooo ... you're a sellout, now? are you sure that's a good thing? and i never called you "physco(psycho)" or said you needed help, by the way.