Okay, this song is a brand spankin' new Dedicated/Hellflame production. It started off with me showing Hellflame some lyrics and then we went on to decide to collaborate again. In all, it took 2 years of going over lyrics, some help from Chester Bennington and the fact that we are both good friends with Fred Durst to finish this song and post it on to the LPA. ENJOY! "Behind Innocence" Would you look at that, it's been over a week, And we're doing pretty well, but if looks could speak, I'm pretty sure they'd tell you that it's pretty weak, And the future and the end both look pretty bleak. I think my friend said it best when he said I'm too scared, Too scared of rejection, that's what I call weird, 'Cause I've never actually been re-jec-ted, But rejected and jibbed, come under the same thing. I've seen this in your eyes a fuckin' thousand times, A thousand times, a thousand different lies. Now I stare at the air in my room at night, Trying to tell myself It'll be alright, But as the time goes by,I feel inside I die, Until eventualy I just sit back and watch the shit unwind. Cos if I care then everything gets fucked up, All these assholes saying I'm confusing love and lust, All her friends saying that I'm out'a luck, Does it really look like I give a fuck? To hell I do I like it on the outside But what counts is what I keep in mind And sure I could Scream and and I could shout But to be honest with you my breaths already run out Fuck all the rumours you made up just to lie How do you know whats really going on inside? Do you think we really give a shit of some kind? Even though shes still mine in my mind And the smile that confuses the truth with the lies Is whats on your face girl,its not hard to find Let me just give you a hint for next time The emotions you hide are disguised in your eyes You know you're standing there thinking I'mma change my mind, You should know I'm not, this time you crossed the line, And those dark blue eyes that hide your disguise, They're getting lighter and lighter with every fuckin' lie, So just, keep dreamin' up them better days, Where you can do whatever just to keep your charade, But when you look into the mirror what do you see? Do you see me standing behind you blindly? You must of seen me once but not anymore, 'Cause my love has turned to hate, but was it love before? I used to try to understand you, But fuck; what can I do? I don't want to have an 'us two,' I see the smile on your lips, you want a goodbye kiss, Or a 'welcome back' one, you must be takin' piss. And to say I'm happy with everything is a lie You think I wanted us two to die? It wasn't something I could decide It was something pressured by what you hide inside There was no choice for me,can you not see? Theres a planted seed,that seems to feed On everything that was ever sweet in you I've seen And after me telling you all of this dirt You'll probably go to some other guy and flirt Like I don't exist,should I be hurt? Should I collapse inside and hide like you? Should I feel a ounce of pain? Must I be restrained from slitting my writsts whilst listening to Kurt Cobain? You think you got it bad handleing this situation,tryin' to pull through? Girl,you don't have a clue do you? Fuck all the rumours you made up just to lie How do you know whats really going on inside? Do you think we really give a shit of some kind? Even though shes still mine in my mind And the smile that confuses the truth with the lies Is whats on your face girl,its not hard to find Let me just give you a hint for next time The emotions you hide are disguised in your eyes I feel like I'm being watched by everyone I see This is the final results of what you done to me Me and you was never meant to be Yesterdays felt so good Everything was how it should have been But the truth I've seen, and found in you but girl you still don't have a single clue do you? Fuck all the rumours you made up just to lie How do you know whats really going on inside? Do you think we really give a shit of some kind? Even though shes still mine in my mind And the smile that confuses the truth with the lies Is whats on your face girl,its not hard to find Watch for the devil behind the innocent eyes Accept the truth and deny the lies
Its pretty good, rather angesty[hmm, beef], but a, i like this line "You must of seen me once but not anymore, 'Cause my love has turned to hate, but was it love before" I want to hear the music to it, but right now i give it a 6.9/10