Sedated Memories

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This is the first song I've written and haven't scrapped 2 seconds after I wrote it, please tell me wht you think :D (First Verse is a little long)

[Sedated Memories]

Ending time is near again, bitter thoughts presume
Without looking back I lock myself in my room
As I fall on my knees weak again, or so it seems
Things I thought I’d never see are slowly coming back to me
Sedated memories, crushed dreams of what can never be
You can say I’m nothing, you can say I’m great
But my feelings you always seem to defeat
If only you knew, all the things they make me do
I wish you could see, the things they want me to be
I wish you could see, I wish you could see
Look what they are doing to me, what’s my possibility
The only word I know is hate, but I never speak for society’s sake
But, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
All your friends, I hate them to
No matter how loud I seem to scream and shout
You always seem to block me out
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I see you everyday, I see you in my memories
Nothing more than a memory, nothing more than a memory
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Do you think I was really aware?
Or was I sleeping in some forsaken dream
O, I never cared about you or the stupid things you’d always do
Little secrets, something big, I can’t tell you anything
You’d shout it for the whole world to know
That’s why I can safely say, I’ll never trust you
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I see you everyday, I see you in my memories
Nothing more than a memory, nothing more than a memory

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