View Full Version : Staring At The Wall

03-25-2003, 02:08 AM
Staring At The Wall

I'm running headfirst into something I can't control
Wondering if I'll ever make it through all right
I know how much the pain has taken it's toll
And I wonder if I can make it through the night
Seeing you again the memories come back
I remember when I first saw you back then
And now I see everything that I lack
Beginning to wonder if true color's a sin
I remember when my life was turned upside down
Feeling like nothing I did was for the best
It's like nothing I could do would distort the sound
But your voice has put me down to the test
Nothing I can do will change my sympathy
It's like anything you say can change my life
Yet I've been broken down by your empathy
And now I'm thinking of ending it all with a knife
Running headfirst I slam into the barrier
It prevents me from speaking my heart
I'm staring at the wall like it's scarier
Worse than anything thought from the start
I'm staring at this barren blank wall
Knowing that I can paint my words unto it
But as soon as I do I trip stumble and fall
And wind up falling into a deep dark pit

Hybrid Soldier
03-25-2003, 02:56 AM
hmm, the other one seems to have deeper emotions.