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Will
03-25-2003, 01:44 AM
Lonely Box

Looking across the waves of deep blue
I sit here dreaming of only you
As I sit here in my lonely box
I think about breaking the locks
The confines that are holding me back
Trying to find just what I lack
I know I can say what I have to say
Yet I suffer with the pain everyday
Can't form words with this mouth of mine
Trying to separate me from my confine
I can't see how to break it though
I just don't know how to show
I care to much to keep it inside
Still no matter how hard I try
I can't get it out instead
They're just thoughts locked in my head
As I sit here in my lonely box
I think about how to break my locks
The confines that are holding me back
Still trying to find out what I lack
I've been pushing myself to do it
Yet when I get there I just trip
I fall on my face and lose the words
Then my thoughts just become blurred
It's like a wall always in front of me
Prohibiting me from what I should see
Playing with my conscience inside
This is one thing I can't deny
I need to break through the iron bars
And set my sights on the stars
It's ironic how it works
Life has so many perks
The problem is getting to them
To say what I need to say then
I push myself to the edge
Sometimes I think I'm better off dead
'Cause I can't deal with what I feel
Sometimes I doubt it's real
You said you'd like to know me
Without a doubt it's true probably
But there's a wall blocking my sight
And now I'm thinking it's not alright
I sit here in my lonely box
Knowing now I must break the locks
The confines that are holding me back
I need to push through what I lack
And take it for myself
Without it I'll stay kept on the shelf
And she'll never know what I feel
She'll never know it's truly real

Pinkin Lark
03-25-2003, 01:46 AM
deep stuff man, great job

Hybrid Soldier
03-25-2003, 02:53 AM
i hear ya man.
i guess you told us but not her.