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erasethepain
03-11-2003, 01:48 AM
This is a song I wrote about my grandmother who is bipolar. My friend is too and his dad has it really bad. I feel sorry for him and seeing as it runs in my family, I figured I should write one as a voice for bipolar people.

These feelings pull me further away,
From the things I need to make it through everyday,
The sorrow I have isn't worth the torture,
But as soon as I break away,
I find myself lieing helpless in the corner,
With every word stuck in my head,
Dwelling for days over the words I should have said,
(I think of ways to make you suffer too)

Alone, inside my room,
I think of ways to get back at you,
Making things seem worse than they really are,
I convince myself to give into my twisted lies,
While the hate I have tortures me from the inside

Hiding underneath these sheets, I lose my breathe,
Easily imagining you stabbed to death,
Laughing inside as I wash the blood out of your hair,
Trying to make sure the evidence is not there,
But then I open my eyes, frightened and scared
and I promise myself not to ever feel this again,
But no matter how much I resist, my anger always takes me in

Alone, inside my room,
I think of ways to get back at you,
Making things seem worse than they really are,
I convince myself to give into my twisted lies,
While the hate I have tortures me from the inside

(I'm afraid that one day,
I will act on the things I keep inside,
and I will do something I will forever regret,
But nobody listens to the what I have to say
Odaton
03-11-2003, 01:53 AM
That song took my breath away...The pure emotion was overwhelming...Tremendous work!
321xero
03-11-2003, 08:36 AM
umm, talking about homicide is quite shocking. i'm surprised it's allowed here. if you get big, don't make this your single. the lyrics started off good until you started becoming a killer.
erasethepain
03-12-2003, 02:52 AM
The reason why I talked about that stuff is because that's what some people like that think about. I use to too. Back in the day, I would think of killing someone step-by-step when I would get mad at someone. I never did it and I have broke away from that.

It fits my grandmother well as she thinks the same things.

I'm not physcho and no I dont need help, I've been to counciling. But this is life. People dont understand how serious bipolar is if it goes untreated. A lot of times they skip taking medicine.

Ugh, now I've got that off my chest!

PS: I would put these lyrics in my first single. Why? Because that's what sell outs do.
321xero
03-12-2003, 06:01 AM
Originally posted by J Money@Mar 12 2003, 02:52 AM
The reason why I talked about that stuff is because that's what some people like that think about. I use to too. Back in the day, I would think of killing someone step-by-step when I would get mad at someone. I never did it and I have broke away from that.

It fits my grandmother well as she thinks the same things.

I'm not physcho and no I dont need help, I've been to counciling. But this is life. People dont understand how serious bipolar is if it goes untreated. A lot of times they skip taking medicine.

Ugh, now I've got that off my chest!

PS: I would put these lyrics in my first single. Why? Because that's what sell outs do.
sooooooo ...
you're a sellout, now? are you sure that's a good thing?

and i never called you "physco(psycho)" or said you needed help, by the way.
erasethepain
03-13-2003, 12:33 AM
No, I meant I'm not a sell out. I wouldnt change my lyrics just to sell more.
Shinji
03-15-2003, 11:41 PM
ooow your are good at this.....cool
forgotten friday
03-21-2003, 02:59 AM
Wow very nice work