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jmj
11-19-2004, 02:32 PM
L053r
Author: James Butler 11-19-2004 9:59 am
Verse
I sit and wait for decision to make themselves
As the pain ignites
You have me on a string
Like your puppet you make me dance
Without giving me a chance to say how I feel
Because your confused
And I have to choose whether to leave you or stay
Chorus
What's wrong why do I have to chose
I Lose always when the choice is mine
I'm out of time
And Sh*t out of Luck
I guess I have to Lose
Verse
I stare in your eyes
All get back is anger
Built from years of mistrust
You agree with me
This isn't how should be
I'm close to you but you're so far away me
I look in your eyes and all have to say
Won't come out....
I won't allow myself to degrade after what we made
And you've become a monster feeding complements
And accomplishments that you haven't really made on your own
I'd tried to give you a hand but instead made you a Frankenstein
You sit and whine until some takes care of you
Afraid to do what I should
I can't equate my problems now all I know is....
Bridge
I guess to you I'm just someone to step
A white pawn in a wicked game of chess
The Answers yes if you asked me to move I would
But I can't leave your pain or mine
It's strange to look behind myself see you as someone else
Not the person I've come to love but as growing darkness
Afraid to better yourself bouncing to me from someone else
Next it will be my turn lose
I know who in your mind next I'm taking all bets to see if I'm wrong
I'm probably not you treat my as you've heard through countless words I'm just a f*cking Loser
Chorus
What's wrong why do I have to chose
I Lose always when the choice is mine
I'm out of time
And Sh*t out of Luck
I guess I have to Lose
Verse3/Ending
There's something you're not telling me
You yell at me to vindicate your pain onto someone else
If this is how it has to be
Then it should be me if you put you through pain or anguish
The language I'm trying to speak is love but it's to weak
To make a dent in hear overcast by darkness
But apart from this we need each other but I'm still confused
On why it's me that has to lose......

jmj
11-19-2004, 04:57 PM
Does anyone have any critiques or advice?

The Doctor
11-19-2004, 04:59 PM
People arent going to respond right away. Calm down and give it time.