erasethepain
07-29-2004, 05:57 PM
I've recently been having what I have been told are panic attacks every time I take my medicine. What's weird is that I've been taking Wellbutrin and Adderal for quiet some time. I searched through the internet and the effects are exactly the same. The only thing different about my attacks and others is that I also hullicinate, but not the kind that are pleasurable. If you don't like the fact that drugs are in my past, we'll so am I, and I advise you stop reading.
I'm curious if this has to due with the drugs I've done in the past. I know some of you will jump on my case because you think it's the most idiotic thing in the world, but still I did it. When you trip off a certain kind of pill (I won't say the name of the medicine or the dosage), you'll hallucinate but it's not the same as if you took a hit of Acid. You'll mostly see insect related things. You'll see things that are the shape of an object your looking at. You know when your in the dark and you see things but it turns out to be just an ordinary object laying on your floor? We'll, that's what happenes except you never actually see what it really is until you come off of the drug. Your mind hallucinates and you can see the object move and then come back to it's normal state. The reason why I'm going into as much detail is because A ) is scared the living hell out of me and B ) maybe some of you might know what I'm talking about. I've tried everywhere and no one has the answer, so I'm hoping just maybe someone here can help me out.
This is honestly the most scarest thing I've been through and I've had two attacks this week. They happen during the night time when my body begins to get tired but the fright keeps me up longer than I want to. Right now, I'm not feeling any effects compared to last time where my heart hurt for a day after the attack went away. I also had some tension in my eye muscles until half way through the next day. I really want to get this problem solved. I'm afraid to go to the doctor because he might think I'm abusing my medicine or taking them with other drugs, which I'm not. I'm not trying to brag but I'm wondering if my use with Methamphetamine, PCP and Shrooms might have effected this aswell.
I'm curious if this has to due with the drugs I've done in the past. I know some of you will jump on my case because you think it's the most idiotic thing in the world, but still I did it. When you trip off a certain kind of pill (I won't say the name of the medicine or the dosage), you'll hallucinate but it's not the same as if you took a hit of Acid. You'll mostly see insect related things. You'll see things that are the shape of an object your looking at. You know when your in the dark and you see things but it turns out to be just an ordinary object laying on your floor? We'll, that's what happenes except you never actually see what it really is until you come off of the drug. Your mind hallucinates and you can see the object move and then come back to it's normal state. The reason why I'm going into as much detail is because A ) is scared the living hell out of me and B ) maybe some of you might know what I'm talking about. I've tried everywhere and no one has the answer, so I'm hoping just maybe someone here can help me out.
This is honestly the most scarest thing I've been through and I've had two attacks this week. They happen during the night time when my body begins to get tired but the fright keeps me up longer than I want to. Right now, I'm not feeling any effects compared to last time where my heart hurt for a day after the attack went away. I also had some tension in my eye muscles until half way through the next day. I really want to get this problem solved. I'm afraid to go to the doctor because he might think I'm abusing my medicine or taking them with other drugs, which I'm not. I'm not trying to brag but I'm wondering if my use with Methamphetamine, PCP and Shrooms might have effected this aswell.