FRoM SuICiDe I ARiSe

[Adam]

<div align=center>from suicide i arise

I slit my wrist, just to smile
The life, light is drained from me
You can't bare this
This is my last goodbye
Or thats what you think

I'm a cyberwasted ego f*ck
An allias gne too wrong to cure
I'm nothing, cyberwaste, a disease
All this torments killing me
All my, love, hate, insanity
Thats what you get if you screw me over twice
If you only got me once -
Your, f*cked, dead, lifeless, nothing, poison
Poison...poison...I'm your poison

If I blink, I'll miss you for a second
But even thats too long to live without you
Do you think anyone will admit a thing
Or do we both need to dream of a fantasy
The one thing opposite to reality
The one thing I can't live with

Just think: Go out of your way for me
Think of me: Do my deeds
Just think of me...Make me hole...Make us one...Begone

Is there a bridge...
One we can cross, so we don't swim through the river
Is it worth the drown
To get my sins washed away by the ocean's
And my death wash me away to you
As I meet you in heaven as an angel...As my devil

If I blink, I'll miss you for a second
But even thats too long to live without you
Do you think anyone will admit a thing
Or do we both need to dream of a fantasy
The one thing opposite to reality
The one thing I can't live with

Your: eyes, words, laughter
Get them out of my mind, or do you want a confession
The one thing that might break you
Please leave me...Your taking over me...Only if you care...Just release my mind
Wait, you can't...Your my drive, just like a drug you keep me going
If I never dosed on you I'd never be addicted
If I never met you...My mind would be unaffected by your games

If I blink, I'll miss you for a second
But even thats too long to live without you
Do you think anyone will admit a thing
Or do we both need to dream of a fantasy
The one thing opposite to reality
The one thing I can't live with

Is there a word to describe me
Or are actions louder than words
Is difference another word for unique or outkast
Because I aint normal
If I mess up will everything end
But just leave it alone because its done...Just forget it
Please, This is the last letter I write, my last goodbye, my last goodnight

I'm back
And this time I cut your throte, just to smile
The life, the light is drained from you
You can't bare this
This is my last goodbye and your last breathe
Burn in hell - And no longer alive - Just burn

Do you think of me because you care
...Or because your bored
Will you take me to the end
Or play me like a toy and throw me away
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Comments please...Good or bad, I just want the truth.

[Stina]

That's really good. Keep it up! ^_^

[Adam]

Thanx.
I have done better in the past. but Thanx ^_^

[Stina]

I can't write very good poetry. I used to try to make myself feel better..but..yeah. Lol..i don't anymore

[~*Numb*~]

its really good ^_^

[Adam]

thanx for the feedback ppl ^_^

[Jamie]

Reminds me of Fear Factory's 'Cyberwaste'

[Adam]

Originally posted by .Broken Fist@Jul 6 2004, 09:04 PM
Reminds me of Fear Factory's 'Cyberwaste'
lol, thats were I got the word from, I thought it sounded cool.
But I've never heard fear factory - cyberwaste so I only got that word from them and nothing more.

[Jamie]

I meant the whole song but alright nm