Adam
06-03-2004, 04:59 PM
Last time I wrote a song was febuary. But I have now written 5 over the past week or 2. So here they are in my mini album.
NOTE: I put some info about the songs underneath the song title
<div align=center>Brown is the colour of fire</div>
This is my favourite song out of all the songs I have written over the past year of me writting
<div align=center>
Are you under their command
Or did they take your hand
I sit here depressed with a gun against my head
Is it still ok to laugh at me
I arise through suicide to take you away
But no one knows and you don’t care
Only you can stop the pain
The truth could take it all away
Until I discovered…
I had nothing more to live for
You told me you knew my future
Well, you’re full of sh*t
Because the time has come and this ain’t it
Because all my thoughts are beating me down
No stops my fall when my face cracks on the ground
I might as well die because there’s nothing more to come
I’ve been told there’s nothing more (to come)
I’ve been told there’s nothing more (to come)
I’ve been told there’s nothing more (to come)
NOTHING MORE
My life is just death in making
My sanity is just remains of sh*t your faking
No one knows how much I have to lose
Not even I do
Why do you torture me
You just say that I am bringing you down
I’m your burning disease
I’m a deformed hybrid begging on my knees
JUST BEGGING FOR MY LIFE BACK
This all belongs to me
It’s the only f*cking thing I have
Just leave me and my obsessions
As I gamble my life
With loaded dice
The dealer is my creator
And I bet against my enemy
My life is just death in making
My sanity is just remains of sh*t your faking
No one knows how much I have to lose
Not even I do
I think back on the past
Loving the memories we never had
I can only walk alone
No one else can stop me
I will only die alone
Even though no one on earth can kill me
My life is just death in making
My sanity is just remains of sh*t your faking
No one knows how much I have to lose
Not even I do
The past we never had
Alone and no one
And die with no one
So I can justify all those lies
THE GAVEL SLAMS GUILTY
As long as I love
You are dieing in me
Since you called me your disease [x3]
Obey the master</div>
This was the second song I ever wrote, but completely re-edited it last week
<div align=center>
Why do you take this from me?
I treat you like you don’t belong
I make you feel like sh*t
I f*ck you up
So all you have left…
Is a piece of insanity you can’t deal with
Follow your orders and you might get respect
Tell me what to do and you might get a split head
Because you see…
I am the master
Slave…
OBEY THE MASTER
Why do you take this from me?
I treat you like you don’t belong
I make you feel like sh*t
I f*ck you up
So all you have left…
Is a piece of insanity you can’t deal with
Don’t do other peoples chores
They only make you do more
You seem so blind
A mist covers you overlooked eyes
As you think you fit in
Because you see…
I am the master
Slave…
OBEY THE MASTER
Why do you take this from me?
I treat you like you don’t belong
I make you feel like sh*t
I f*ck you up
So all you have left…
Is a piece of insanity you can’t deal with
BREAK THE CHAIN
Release you from the shackles
At least you got pride
And at least your ok inside
Because you see…
YOU ARE THE MASTER
Unreal: Part 2</div>
I wrote a song called Unreal a while back and just recently thought of some more lyrics for the song but because I wanted to keep the original version the same, I created a second part to the song, keeping the chorus and some of the lines from the original
<div align=center>
Imagine a world without apologies
Like glass it would shatter
Best friends into hatred and memory
Imagine a life that could only feel guilt and misery
Unreal giving time to heal
I’m fighting the lies for a second time
Since the healings over
And I don’t care for how you feel
Unreal fantasies plague my mind
Nothings the same
‘Cos its all a game in pain
Logic is all you need to know I ain’t lying
I would never try to hit you
No matter the pressure
Even if I was down I’d rather beat myself
Because that’s all I ever do
Nothings the same
‘Cos its all a game in pain
I don’t care for consequences
If you wanna do what you want
If it makes you happy
If you think it can save me
The just break the rules
Because they can’t lock you up
Because it’s your life, just live and let die
Unreal giving time to heal
I’m fighting the lies for a second time
Since the healings over
And I don’t care for how you feel
Unreal fantasies plague my mind
They don’t need to cheat
Because they already won
You don’t need to try
There’s no need to run [X2]
IMORTALLITY
IT’S ALL I GOT LEFT IN ME
Leach</div>
This song is about the same thing as "obey the master" it's just a song about you suck up to your peers and do what they say because you want them to respect you, when they really don't give a ####
<div align=center>
Watch the gutter…watch the gutter…
Watch it as the blood pours down
Your tears fall and hit the ground
I’m on your back even if you burn in hell
I’ll be there because there’s nothing here to live for
Insanity and hate
My hope was never here before
I’M YOUR LEACH
WITHOUT DOUBT OR FEAR IN ME
NO LONGER IN DEBT TO POSSIBILITY
YOUR WORDS ONLY TORTURE MY MIND
NO ONES THERE-
TURN YOUR BACK
NO ONES THERE THIS TIME
JUST TURN YOUR BACK AWAY FROM ME
JUST GIVE ME ROOM TO BREATHE
I can be your leach, I can be your pretty boy
I can be your leach, I can be your little toy
YOU TRADE ME IN WHEN I GET OLD
YOU FIX ME WHEN YOU’VE BEEN TOLD IM TURNING INTO…YOU
INTO A LEACH
I’m on your back again
Taking you home
I’m by your side again
Why can’t we be alone, for just a second?
You never know…
WHEN YOU NEED TO…
Watch the gutter…Watch the gutter…
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT LIVES IN MY MIND
IS THIS THE RIGHT TIME, TO FIGHT IT
YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN TO BLOOD’LL COME DOWN
YOUR RIDE WILL ONE DAY HIT THE GROUND
I can be your leach, I can be your pretty boy
I can be your leach, I can be your little toy
One more time I need to know
How much you care and…
One more time I need to see-
YOU RIGHT HERE NEXT TO ME…
LEACH
I’M ON YOUR BACK
I AM YOU…
I’M ON YOUR BACK
I AM YOUR…
LEACH
Taking control (out of credit)</div>
I wrote this last night. It's just descibing how I've felt over the past few days
<div align=center>
Under this full moon
Is it too soon to make a move?
Since you said…
It’s a crime to care and not be loved back
It’s childish to want what you cannot have
Why can’t I come clean for you?
It’ll only kill me if you say no
So it makes me too scared to ask
But if I go on without any answers…
I wouldn’t know if I should
Walk out and leave it all behind
Hope the emotional scars recover in time
There is too much here to handle
But not all of it is real
People put you through sh*t to see how you react
They wanna know how you feel
They don’t wanna see you in a mask
Even though you want our memories in the past
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
WHY DID I LET YOU PLAY ME?
Under this full moon
Is it too soon to make a move?
Because at least I have you
As a friend, but at least you don’t hate me
Since others let me down you caught me
Its only you who can save me
There is too much here to handle
But not all of it is real
People put you through sh*t to see how you react
They wanna know how you feel
They don’t wanna see you in a mask
Even though you want our memories in the past
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
WHY DID I LET YOU PLAY ME?
If I force feed my hunger anymore
I will snap and bring myself down
I need to kill the addiction
Show I can lay off the sh*t for just one day
‘Cos I’m addicted to you
And its been tormenting me for too f*cking long
You say were friends and I don’t care
WELL YOU’RE TOO F*CKING WRONG
There is too much here to handle
But not all of it is real
People put you through sh*t to see how you react
They wanna know how you feel
They don’t wanna see you in a mask
Even though you want our memories in the past
Please don’t let me down
Don’t leave the joystick
Once you die you pass me round because you’re out of lives
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
Why did I let you play me?
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
WHY DID I LET YOU PLAY ME?
I wanna kill you
Just so I can have peace
My life is nothing more than broke
No need to fix me
Please don’t let me down
Don’t leave the joystick
Once you die you pass me round because you’re out of lives
No need to fix me [X4]
</div>
NOTE: I put some info about the songs underneath the song title
<div align=center>Brown is the colour of fire</div>
This is my favourite song out of all the songs I have written over the past year of me writting
<div align=center>
Are you under their command
Or did they take your hand
I sit here depressed with a gun against my head
Is it still ok to laugh at me
I arise through suicide to take you away
But no one knows and you don’t care
Only you can stop the pain
The truth could take it all away
Until I discovered…
I had nothing more to live for
You told me you knew my future
Well, you’re full of sh*t
Because the time has come and this ain’t it
Because all my thoughts are beating me down
No stops my fall when my face cracks on the ground
I might as well die because there’s nothing more to come
I’ve been told there’s nothing more (to come)
I’ve been told there’s nothing more (to come)
I’ve been told there’s nothing more (to come)
NOTHING MORE
My life is just death in making
My sanity is just remains of sh*t your faking
No one knows how much I have to lose
Not even I do
Why do you torture me
You just say that I am bringing you down
I’m your burning disease
I’m a deformed hybrid begging on my knees
JUST BEGGING FOR MY LIFE BACK
This all belongs to me
It’s the only f*cking thing I have
Just leave me and my obsessions
As I gamble my life
With loaded dice
The dealer is my creator
And I bet against my enemy
My life is just death in making
My sanity is just remains of sh*t your faking
No one knows how much I have to lose
Not even I do
I think back on the past
Loving the memories we never had
I can only walk alone
No one else can stop me
I will only die alone
Even though no one on earth can kill me
My life is just death in making
My sanity is just remains of sh*t your faking
No one knows how much I have to lose
Not even I do
The past we never had
Alone and no one
And die with no one
So I can justify all those lies
THE GAVEL SLAMS GUILTY
As long as I love
You are dieing in me
Since you called me your disease [x3]
Obey the master</div>
This was the second song I ever wrote, but completely re-edited it last week
<div align=center>
Why do you take this from me?
I treat you like you don’t belong
I make you feel like sh*t
I f*ck you up
So all you have left…
Is a piece of insanity you can’t deal with
Follow your orders and you might get respect
Tell me what to do and you might get a split head
Because you see…
I am the master
Slave…
OBEY THE MASTER
Why do you take this from me?
I treat you like you don’t belong
I make you feel like sh*t
I f*ck you up
So all you have left…
Is a piece of insanity you can’t deal with
Don’t do other peoples chores
They only make you do more
You seem so blind
A mist covers you overlooked eyes
As you think you fit in
Because you see…
I am the master
Slave…
OBEY THE MASTER
Why do you take this from me?
I treat you like you don’t belong
I make you feel like sh*t
I f*ck you up
So all you have left…
Is a piece of insanity you can’t deal with
BREAK THE CHAIN
Release you from the shackles
At least you got pride
And at least your ok inside
Because you see…
YOU ARE THE MASTER
Unreal: Part 2</div>
I wrote a song called Unreal a while back and just recently thought of some more lyrics for the song but because I wanted to keep the original version the same, I created a second part to the song, keeping the chorus and some of the lines from the original
<div align=center>
Imagine a world without apologies
Like glass it would shatter
Best friends into hatred and memory
Imagine a life that could only feel guilt and misery
Unreal giving time to heal
I’m fighting the lies for a second time
Since the healings over
And I don’t care for how you feel
Unreal fantasies plague my mind
Nothings the same
‘Cos its all a game in pain
Logic is all you need to know I ain’t lying
I would never try to hit you
No matter the pressure
Even if I was down I’d rather beat myself
Because that’s all I ever do
Nothings the same
‘Cos its all a game in pain
I don’t care for consequences
If you wanna do what you want
If it makes you happy
If you think it can save me
The just break the rules
Because they can’t lock you up
Because it’s your life, just live and let die
Unreal giving time to heal
I’m fighting the lies for a second time
Since the healings over
And I don’t care for how you feel
Unreal fantasies plague my mind
They don’t need to cheat
Because they already won
You don’t need to try
There’s no need to run [X2]
IMORTALLITY
IT’S ALL I GOT LEFT IN ME
Leach</div>
This song is about the same thing as "obey the master" it's just a song about you suck up to your peers and do what they say because you want them to respect you, when they really don't give a ####
<div align=center>
Watch the gutter…watch the gutter…
Watch it as the blood pours down
Your tears fall and hit the ground
I’m on your back even if you burn in hell
I’ll be there because there’s nothing here to live for
Insanity and hate
My hope was never here before
I’M YOUR LEACH
WITHOUT DOUBT OR FEAR IN ME
NO LONGER IN DEBT TO POSSIBILITY
YOUR WORDS ONLY TORTURE MY MIND
NO ONES THERE-
TURN YOUR BACK
NO ONES THERE THIS TIME
JUST TURN YOUR BACK AWAY FROM ME
JUST GIVE ME ROOM TO BREATHE
I can be your leach, I can be your pretty boy
I can be your leach, I can be your little toy
YOU TRADE ME IN WHEN I GET OLD
YOU FIX ME WHEN YOU’VE BEEN TOLD IM TURNING INTO…YOU
INTO A LEACH
I’m on your back again
Taking you home
I’m by your side again
Why can’t we be alone, for just a second?
You never know…
WHEN YOU NEED TO…
Watch the gutter…Watch the gutter…
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT LIVES IN MY MIND
IS THIS THE RIGHT TIME, TO FIGHT IT
YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN TO BLOOD’LL COME DOWN
YOUR RIDE WILL ONE DAY HIT THE GROUND
I can be your leach, I can be your pretty boy
I can be your leach, I can be your little toy
One more time I need to know
How much you care and…
One more time I need to see-
YOU RIGHT HERE NEXT TO ME…
LEACH
I’M ON YOUR BACK
I AM YOU…
I’M ON YOUR BACK
I AM YOUR…
LEACH
Taking control (out of credit)</div>
I wrote this last night. It's just descibing how I've felt over the past few days
<div align=center>
Under this full moon
Is it too soon to make a move?
Since you said…
It’s a crime to care and not be loved back
It’s childish to want what you cannot have
Why can’t I come clean for you?
It’ll only kill me if you say no
So it makes me too scared to ask
But if I go on without any answers…
I wouldn’t know if I should
Walk out and leave it all behind
Hope the emotional scars recover in time
There is too much here to handle
But not all of it is real
People put you through sh*t to see how you react
They wanna know how you feel
They don’t wanna see you in a mask
Even though you want our memories in the past
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
WHY DID I LET YOU PLAY ME?
Under this full moon
Is it too soon to make a move?
Because at least I have you
As a friend, but at least you don’t hate me
Since others let me down you caught me
Its only you who can save me
There is too much here to handle
But not all of it is real
People put you through sh*t to see how you react
They wanna know how you feel
They don’t wanna see you in a mask
Even though you want our memories in the past
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
WHY DID I LET YOU PLAY ME?
If I force feed my hunger anymore
I will snap and bring myself down
I need to kill the addiction
Show I can lay off the sh*t for just one day
‘Cos I’m addicted to you
And its been tormenting me for too f*cking long
You say were friends and I don’t care
WELL YOU’RE TOO F*CKING WRONG
There is too much here to handle
But not all of it is real
People put you through sh*t to see how you react
They wanna know how you feel
They don’t wanna see you in a mask
Even though you want our memories in the past
Please don’t let me down
Don’t leave the joystick
Once you die you pass me round because you’re out of lives
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
Why did I let you play me?
Now I got some feelings off my chest
Were should we go next…that’s up to you
‘Cos its like I live inside a games console
Your hand is on the joystick taking control
If you mess up you’ll be out credit
WHY DID I LET YOU PLAY ME?
I wanna kill you
Just so I can have peace
My life is nothing more than broke
No need to fix me
Please don’t let me down
Don’t leave the joystick
Once you die you pass me round because you’re out of lives
No need to fix me [X4]
</div>